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"Child with Toy Hand Grenade in Central Park, N.Y.C. 1962", by Diane Arbus; Metropolitan Museum of Art Collection; copyrighted by the Estate of Diane Arbus

"Child with Toy Hand Grenade in Central Park, N.Y.C. 1962", by Diane Arbus; Metropolitan Museum of Art Collection; copyrighted by the Estate of Diane Arbus

Worth A Thousand Words: Diane Arbus

July 17, 2017

Today I am starting a new series on my blog. I intend to take a closer look at iconic photographs, and write 1000 words about each. I hope to do this once a week, not only as a writing exercise, or a stab at more formal photo criticism, but also to give my mind and my eyes time to really study the images that have resonated for me personally for most of my photographic life.

I start with this powerful image by Dianne Arbus, “Child With Toy Hand Grenade in Central Park, 1962.” What do I see?  A black and white photograph. The main subject is set slightly off from the center of the frame. There is shallow depth of field. There is slight fog along the left-hand edge of the film. There is a dapple of tree and leaf shadow spreading out on the ground around the young boy. Two trees sit behind the boy, mimicking the boy’s suspenders. A soft figure stands behind the boy. A stranger? His mother? Another woman walks with a small child further down the path, wandering unknowingly into a moment in photo history. The boy’s forward foot sits just inside the bottom of the framing, and is close to a wooden ice cream spoon sitting on the ground, the kind they used to include in Italian ice, probably sold by a vendor in the park.

Now, studying the boy himself. His sneakers are beat up, and tied haphazardly. His socks are bunched up around his ankles. His knees are dirty. His shorts held up with a pair of suspenders, but one strap hangs off his shoulder, down around his elbow. His shirt has a pattern of emblems, but to my eye they resemble fingerprints. His one hand holds a toy hand grenade, and his other hand is empty, but looks like it is gripping an imaginary object, or is atrophied for some reason. Or is the boy suffering from so kind of muscle disease? We gaze upon his face, which looks disturbed, not frightened, but haunted and haunting. His mouth forms a grimace. His eyes, dark pools. His hair, slightly messy, maybe outgrown from a bowl cut.

Why did Arbus take this photograph? I think it is obvious that the young boy makes for a striking subject. He falls well within the oeuvre we have now come to know from the masterful photographer. He seems alone in the world. His body language and appearance is a mix of fright, anxiety, and mental unease. The loose suspender further conveys a feeling of instability in the subject matter. He is playing with a very realistic looking “toy.” To the casual viewer, it could be an actual hand grenade. An implement of war, destruction, death. The image was made while the Vietnam War was simmering. Was this also on the artist’s mind when she took the photo? How does this photo compare with the famous news photograph of Vietnamese children running from a napalm attack ten years later? I also wonder the impact of the photograph had the young boy been seen holding a toy gun instead. And our understanding that we, as viewers of the future, would be much more concerned now if we came across a youth in a park holding a toy weapon. Never mind the possible reaction of a contemporary police officer. The photo also has echoes of the Munch painting “The Scream” to my eye. A solitary figure in a moment of distress.

"Child with Toy Hand Grenade in Central Park, N.Y.C. 1962", by Diane Arbus

Back to the artist’s possible intention in this photograph. I have included a copy of the contact sheet (remember those?) from that day. One would instantly notice that the boy does not appear the same in subsequent images from that roll of film. In a few shots, he is smiling, happy, and looking far from disheveled or disturbed. It is the choice of the photographer to show the viewer their own vision of the world, of course. Are any of the other photographs from that roll as powerful as the image we are so familiar with? I’d say emphatically “no.” The famous image falls squarely in the style and subject matter that we know and expect from a Dianne Arbus photograph. Her body of work contextualizes how we as viewers receive the information in this image. In a gallery filled with images of outcasts, marginalized people, subcultures, the mentally or physically ill, or sideshow freaks…this photo of a young boy playing with a toy looks positively unsettling. Perhaps that was her agenda all along. Possibly she knew full well that she could manipulate the viewer’s response.

Why does this photograph speak so strongly to me? I often have thought that image could be lifted from a dream. Not a nightmare, but perhaps a more standard “bad dream” or a reverie of a lost childhood moment that I was witness to myself. I grew up not far from New York City, and I spent many weekend days running through Lincoln Park in Jersey City, which has similar features to those of Central Park. The smell of sycamore trees still sends me back to those days of my youth. I could have very well happened upon a similar situation back then. Of course, being a child I was year’s away from seeing the world in photographic terms, but nonetheless, this photograph provokes deep, visceral feelings in me. I wonder as I look at this photo what ever happened to this boy. He appears to be perhaps five or six years old in the photo, which would make him sixty years old or so today. I wonder if he or his family ever saw the final photograph, and how they may have reacted to it. Proud? Sad? Embarrassed? Angry? A moment of his youth, forever etched into our collective consciousness. Hanging on a museum wall and published numerous times. Provoking thoughts from complete strangers. All the result of a day of playing in the park on a summer day.

 

In thoughts Tags photo criticism, diane arbus, 1000 words, photo history
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Ongoing Conversation

July 15, 2017

I am a proud member of the Latent Image Collective. We are very excited to be staging a group exhibition in Downtown Albuquerque at the Downtown Contemporary Gallery. As part of PhotoSummer, we will be presenting a group show, titled "Ongoing Conversation." The show will feature forty-four images, which comprise a thread of images, in the spirit of the parlor game "Exquisite Corpse" or a child's game of "Telephone."

We have recently printed up the photographs, and framing commenced this weekend. We will hang the show and be ready for the opening reception on Friday, July 28th. If you are near Albuquerque, New Mexico, I hope to see you there.

In photography Tags exhibit, photography, gallery, albuquerque, new mexico, photosummer
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Making Lists

July 9, 2017

I find that a key element to self-motivation is making lists. If I put something in writing, and keep it visible, I am more prone to get things done. By the looks of it, I'm setting myself up for a couple of busy months. I guess its like they say "Get busy living, or get busy dying." I'm looking forward to showing the fruits of my labor here as the summer progresses. Stay tuned.

In hope, thoughts Tags lists, existentialism, photography, photo book, video
Photo by Daniel Milnor

Photo by Daniel Milnor

Shifter: Dispatches

July 5, 2017

Very excited to share a recorded conversation I recently had with Daniel Milnor for his photography / self-publishing website SHIFTER.MEDIA.  Daniel is a great writer, photographer, and all-around creative evangelist. I am flattered that he invited me up to his Santa Fe outpost for a chat. If you want to spend an hour climbing into my brain, give this a listen. Special bonus, you get to hear my atrocious Werner Herzog imitation!

Here is the link: DISPATCHES: NICK TAURO JR.

In film photography, book Tags interview, photobook, photography, self publish
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Looking For America

July 4, 2017

I'll skip the pleasantries and the patriotic banter this year. "United We Stand, Divided We Fall"?

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"Counting the cars
On the New Jersey Turnpike
They've all come
To look for America,
All come to look for America,
All come to look for America."


- Paul Simon

In film photography, quote, hope Tags fourth of july, america, photography, freedom
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Words to Ponder

July 1, 2017
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My photos, above. Not my words, below.


“Of all the means of expression, photography is the only one that fixes forever the precise and transitory instant. We photographers deal in things which are continually vanishing, and when they have vanished, there is no contrivance on earth which can make them come back again. We cannot develop and print a memory. The writer has time to reflect. He can accept and reject, accept again; and before committing his thoughts to paper he is able to tie the several relevant elements together. There is also a period when his brain “forgets,” and his subconscious works on classifying his thoughts. But for photographers, what has gone, has gone forever. From that fact stem the anxieties and strength of our profession.”

—Henri Cartier-Bresson, The Decisive Moment

In city, photography, quote Tags photography, thoughts, words, henri cartier-bresson
My own photo interpretation, taken from the book "Robert Frank Moving On" published by Scalo & the National Gallery of Art.

My own photo interpretation, taken from the book "Robert Frank Moving On" published by Scalo & the National Gallery of Art.

Robert Frank: Look Out For Hope

June 24, 2017

We live in desperate times. But haven't we always? Are we more aware of the world's problems now because we have this incessant, 24 hour a day internet torrent of bad news washing over us? Or are things really worse now than ever before? Global warming, terrorism, economic disparity, people being dragged out of their cars and beaten by the police, or shot at the slightest provocation for no reason at all, millions of war refugees, political leaders who don't represent the good of all their constituents, people on almost every street corner holding signs begging for some change (monetary or otherwise.) Some days it's just harder to keep going. And to look in the mirror and ask "what am I doing?" to make the world a better place. To help others. To have empathy. To give a shit. To keep my feet firmly on the side of the positive. To stay where I am and keep fighting. To put my art in the world. To not let negativity win. To not let the fuckers get me down. To not let the darkness of the evil doers win. My mind goes to the artists, the writers, the film makers, the poets, the singers, the comedians...those who are the light in the darkness. Like Robert Frank, who has been a creative inspiration for me for well over 30 years, and whose photograph I sat and pondered this morning. "Look Out For Hope." When I first saw that image in college, I didn't know exactly what it meant. Or what Frank's work really meant. I was still in school and thought that Ansel Adams was the pinnacle of photographic expression (oh, youth...) Little did I know that Frank's daughter had died in a plane crash. Or that years later, his son would suffer mental breakdowns and eventually die. Or that we all fucking suffer in our own way. As he said in another photograph "The wind will blow the fire of pain across everyone in time." Death, divorce, physical pain, loneliness, alienation, bankruptcy, homelessness, substance abuse and addiction, random violence. And various other losses both great and small. But what do we do? Give up? Or find a way to fight, every fucking day. To awaken, still breathing and still looking out for hope.

 

In photography, thoughts, hope Tags robert frank, hope, photography
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New publication available now sold exclusively via MagCloud.

New publication available now sold exclusively via MagCloud.

Flaunt The Imperfections

June 22, 2017

I am pleased to announce the launch of a new 'zine series called "Flaunt The Imperfections." The premier issue features my work, shot over an extended period of time in early 2017, mostly in the area of Marfa, Texas and the environs of New Mexico. All photographs were shot on film, and the resulting images highlight the grain, textures, and "flaws" inherent in the medium. It is a 32 page, 8 inch square, perfect bound publication.

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It is my intention for this 'zine to be published several times a year. I plan to retain the design and layout duties, but will use this as a platform for collaborations with other photographers shooting on film. The price of the new 'zine is $12.50 (plus shipping) and is ONLY available for purchase through MagCloud. Click the link below to make your purchase today.

Flaunt The Imperfections: Issue 1

Flaunt The Imperfections: Issue 1

The premier issue of a new 'zine series, featuring the work of Nick Tauro Jr. This publication celebrates the grain, textures and intrinsic imperfections found in film-based photography.

Find out more on MagCloud

In photography, book, film photography, self-publish, flaunt the imperfections Tags photobook, film photography, self publish, film, grain, flaws, nick tauro jr
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The allure of the city

June 19, 2017

I guess it doesn't really matter if it's Paris, New York, Los Angeles or Albuquerque, for that matter... if I'm in a city, I will invariably be visually overstimulated. I love to walk the streets with my camera, just looking for small bits of information, small clues to a mystery I'm trying to solve. This past weekend I found myself in Chicago, and here is a bit of what I saw.

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In photography, city Tags chicago, street photography
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My Back Pages

June 12, 2017

I've been on a creative jag lately. Don't know if it's the warm weather, or the pharmaceuticals, but something has gotten me motivated to express myself. I've also been inspired by Eric Kim and his attitude towards the use of social media, or lack thereof. Anyway, I've been making a concerted effort to utilize my website blog on a more regular basis. I like the control over my imagery and words that it affords, and I must admit, I do enjoy seeing some additional traffic to my website as a result. 

To that end, I've been updating the "back pages" of my website, specifically the ARCHIVE section. Older work that I wanted to share, but also a rolling visual diary, as it were, which harkens back to my earlier days of photoblogging on Tumblr. "The Unguided Tour" section will be a place where I will continue to share images that would most likely have ended up on Instagram, but I really want to ween myself off of that platform as a primary source of image sharing.

I'm curious to hear your thoughts on the pros and cons of using social media to share your work. Let's talk about it!

In photography Tags photography, old work, social media ills
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