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Treasure From Trash

February 10, 2024
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From time to time, I spend a few hours in a community darkroom here in Albuquerque. Though it open to “select” members of the community, the nicest thing about it is that when I book time there, I have the entire darkroom to myself. No fighting over when to turn on the lights, and I can use multiple enlargers at the same time. I like to experiment with expired papers, odd exposure techniques, and often times, found negatives.

One a recent visit, I found some “failed” film on the ground, stuffed in the corner of the darkroom, covered in dust and dirt. A few rolls that someone had obviously loaded incorrectly into the developing tank, it had chemical marks, streaks, and plenty of evidence that the film stuck to itself during the processing. The creator obviously discarded the film, seeing no value in it. On the other hand, I find these kinds of mishaps intriguing. I sometime distress my film intentionally to get the kinds of random results that this artist clearly distanced themselves from. I rolled up the forgotten film and brought it back to my studio. I eventually got around to scanning it an manipulating it in Lightroom. I like the unrestricted chance to play with this film, allowing for panoramic abstractions that are more about the medium itself than the need for any recognizable image. I love the results. I suppose I should give credit to my anonymous collaborator. One person’s trash is another’s treasure, indeed.


In film photography, photography, thoughts, weekly blog Tags blog, digital darkroom, darkroom, abstraction, chemical, experimentation, lost and found

2022: 27 je suis

July 2, 2022

Sometimes I don’t consider myself as a “photographer” anymore. Yes, I primarily work in photo-based image making, but as far as “straight” photography goes…I have moved on. Yet I am uncomfortable disposing of the designation completely, and I feel that just calling myself an “artist” seems too general.

I have been going through a large body of work from a project that has taken over four years to shoot. I’ve been edit my selections via 4 x 6 prints. This has led to a preliminary layout for my next self-publishing project. Once that grouping was complete, I decided to take another pass at the “bleach, burn, scratch, cut and tape” process I started to utilize during the early days of the pandemic. This approach continues to interest me. It continues to surprise me. I get lost in the process, and never really know where it will all leading, image-wise.

Ultimately, I’m happy to consider anything I do as part of my creative practice and whatever label applies to me is secondary. Call me what you will.

In thoughts, weekly blog Tags artist, experimentation, burn, studio
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2022: 24 Shadow Self

June 11, 2022

Wandered out early this morning to experiment with a new bit of gear (gasp!) Thinking about a new project. Shadow and self. Jungian thoughts. There is always the sun. To be continued?

In weekly blog Tags self-awareness, Jung, shadow, experimentation

110 Film Blues (and reds)

Old, nearly dead, film formats bring their own challenges to the table. But I won’t let a tiny negative get in my way of having fun.

2022: 3

January 15, 2022
In thoughts, film photography Tags 2022, experimentation, contact sheets, 110 film

Polaroid Negative / Positive selfie (shot 6 years ago in Portugal)

2021: 46 Reclaiming Polaroid Negatives

November 20, 2021

I tinker. I putz. I dabble. I guess I need to keep my mind and my hands busy, otherwise the dark clouds can form. Enough said. I used to shoot quite a bit with my great Polaroid 360 camera. A glass lens, manual focus, Zeiss viewfinder, accordion bellows beast. I was inspired by the work done by Patti Smith, and back in the day, Fuji peel-apart film was cheap (like 10 bucks a box cheap.) Well, take a stroll over to eBay and you know those days are long gone, and Fuji isn’t even making the film anymore. So with a bare film shelf in my fridge, I had to put my 360 to rest.

I did have the forethought to keep the negative backing from some of my peel apart photos. Most folks would throw that part away, keeping only the nicely colored, long-lasting positive image. However, they didn’t realize that there was a salvageable “negative” buried beneath the backing paper and black, chemical coating. You can “reclaim” these negatives with a simple process using cling bleach and warm water. I went down the rabbit hole this week (tinkering, putzing) and reclaimed a bunch of old negatives…some shot over 6 years ago. I figured I’d share the process, in case anyone with deep pockets is still buying and shooting the Fuji dead stock and wants to get more mileage out of the film.


STEP ONE: Grab the left over backing paper from a recently (or not so recently) exposed sheet of Fuji peel-apart film. There are two sides, the one with the matte, black coating is the side you want to work with. Remove excess paper around the edges, if you so desire.

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Don't bleach this side

STEP TWO: In a sink, place sheet face down on a flat surface. I used a small developing tray.

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Paper removed, matte black facing up
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The good stuff...bleach gel

STEP THREE: Using toilet cleaner bleach (the kind that is in gel form is really the best way to go, since it doesn’t run all over the place.)

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STEP FOUR: let it sit for about 30 secs to a minute.

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Let is sit 30 - 60 sec

STEP FIVE: Rinse carefully with water. You’ll see chunks of black goo pulling off the negative. This is what you want to happen. Rinse until no more black chunks are visible, water runs clear.

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Tilting a bit helps
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Rinse with warm water
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Watch the black rinse away

STEP SIX: Flip the negative over and rinse under warm (to hot) water, gently rubbing the surface with your fingers. try not to scratch, but even if you do, it’ll probably look cool. This step takes off any binding goo, but please note: you do not want to use bleach on this side.

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Rinse the other side, rub gently with your fingers

STEP SEVEN: hang to dry


You’ll see a discolored negative image of the original photo, which you can take a photo of (or scan) and then invert in Photoshop, or the app of your choice. Do some adjustments to your liking…and voila! You have a cool, one of a kind, image. Rescued from oblivion, or at least the garbage dump. The fun thing about this process is you end up getting odd color shifts, surface textures, and rough edges that an Instagram dweeb would pee themselves over. I personally really like the look of scratches and emulsion distress.

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The reclaimed negative

Give it a try if you have some of this film lying around. In the meantime, I will write an angry crank letter to Fuji Corp. to beg them to manufacture this film again. Maybe if all the analogue folks out there do the same, we can drag these wonderful old cameras out of storage and shoot one of a kind (or two of a kind?) photos once again.


The final image, inverted and tweaked in Photoshop! Check out the janky, amazing frame.

In film photography, film, photography, weekly blog Tags polaroid, chemical, bleach, fuji peel apart film, experimentation, tinker, patti smith
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a recent experiment in print manipulation and destruction

2021: 4 | Instagram (so much to answer for)

January 23, 2021

For almost as long as I’ve been on social media, I’ve had a love / hate relationship with it. There are many reasons to knock it, obviously. Well documented cases of security breaches, algorithms that favor some “content” over others, political divisiveness, mass marketing, users as the product, etc etc etc. Facebook is insidious, and I’ve always used the excuse that it was the only way I kept up with current photographic events, stayed in touch with friends and strangers, and above all, having used it as a way to promote my creative endeavors. Instagram, on the other hand, has proven a more frustrating experience. I figured I came to the platform after the golden days of it’s early adoption, when it seemed like a great place to build a photo-centric community. This was long before the paid advertising, the stories, the live feeds, the bizarre celebrity video crap that seems to infiltrate my account. I always duped myself into believing Instagram was a visual platform to share my “art.” What it ended up being for me, instead, was an endless stream of mediocrity, sameness, peppered with the occasional strong photograph from someone I admired, but even that got quickly washed away in the deluge. Nothing of any lasting value registered for me there.

Every so often I bore my serious photography friends with an anti-IG rant; its a subject that always boils my blood, I’m embarrassed to admit. I made a fairly steady contribution to my Instagram page over the span of 2020, and I posted the last image on my account on Christmas Day. It’s been almost one month without posting, and it has been nice to be able to continue my personal work without the added pressure of sharing something on a regular basis. I also let my “work in progress” remain just that, since even a simple post on IG ends up bringing to much expectation and early pressure to my experiments. I also realized that the ego boost from a few dozen “likes” is not a drug that I need to be addicted to.

Today I took the next step by deleting the app from my iPhone. Perhaps this is the next step towards deleting my account for good, who knows? I appreciate that I have this website as an outlet for my work, and that my weekly practice of posting on my blog allows me an outlet to share images, and more importantly, thoughts. Quality over quantity. In the meantime, I’m also stepping quietly away from Facebook, more noise I don’t need in my life. If you’ve made it this far into this diatribe, I thank you for your interest. I know my “audience” might be much smaller here, but it oh so much more valuable to me. Quality over quantity, indeed.

another recent experiment in print manipulation and destruction

“Drink.
Always be drunk. Therein lies everything: it’s all that matters.
So as not to feel the dread burden of Time breaking your shoulders and crushing you to the earth, never stop drinking.
But what? Whether wine, poetry or virtue, the choice is yours. Whatever: get drunk.
And if sometimes, on the palace steps, in the gutter’s green grass, or in the maudlin solitude of your room, you wake up, and the drunken haze has dwindled or gone,
then ask the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, the clock; ask everything that flees, everything that groans, everything that moves, everything that sings, everything that speaks: ask them what time it is;
and the wind, the wave, the star, the bird, and the clock will all reply:
“It is the drinking hour”.
To escape the fate of those tormented slaves of Time, get drunk.
Drink deep, never ceasing.
Whether wine, poetry, or virtue, the choice is yours”
— Charles Baudelaire
In thoughts Tags thoughts, Instagram, social media ills, experimentation, destruction, creativity
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Imaginary Landscapes

March 26, 2018

Lately, I've been trying to push myself out of my comfort zone, shooting imagery that utilizes a new technique for me. Though the area of exploration is familiar (the Albuquerque bosque along the Rio Grande) I am looking at a new direction for my image creation. I am playing with the panoramic format, and really letting the pixels fly in post-production.

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One of the challenges for me is to not over-think this work in progress. It is OK to play without any specific end result in mind. It is also OK to be unrestrained when it comes to digital manipulation. Because when you come down to it, all photos are manipulated.

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That being said, I've been trying to replicate an old wet plate photo look, or other analogue techniques, while still staying safely in the digital realm. I'm not sure where this exercise may lead, but it certainly is nice to try to widen my perspective a bit (pun intended.) Feel free to share your thoughts on these photos.

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In thoughts Tags thoughts, work in progress, experimentation, digital darkroom, bosque
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